for sara

found a dress....wowoot~ its the same dress my girls wore, excepts its solid red! happiness...and it was on sale!

 microfilm = not my friend. did you know that it can actually get lost when you put it in the viewing machine? i know that now. thankfully the guy in the library at marywood was a great help.

i just needed a brain break. research. ick. i cant wait til the report is finished....and i can have a life again. that will be nice.

by the way...apple red was obviously not a popular prom color this season. that makes me sad. i found  the dress that i used in my weding for only $30 yesterday. but the store didnt carry any of the red version. this was a little disheartening to me :( oh well. i will find it sara...if its the last thing i do. i will find the perfect apple red dress...have no fear!

ed & i are in class together for the next 3 weeks. yay! i like taking classes with him. plus, testing is actually a really great class. i havent updated in forever because ive been sooooo busy. this class is from 6-10 3 nights a week. on top of that i still have a 25 page paper due june 19. hectic.

i think i understand my friend jenny a little better this week. some counseling majors are great. some should be filteed out. that really annoys me sometimes. it seems like anyone with a pulse is considered competent enough to handle a woman with suiocidal thoughts a 2 on any given morning. but are they really? yeah. i have a little bit of angst in me right now. its simply because of some of the blatantly rude or inappropriate things that i have seen or heard in the past few days of class. for one, i feel like crap this week. i can barely walk because my knee is feeliong really messed up and my allergies are bad at the moment. so....what should be the obvious approach that a person would take when approaching me this week? slap me on the freakin back! of course! its late at night and im hobbling. that must be appropriate. these nights of class are also the only time i gett to see my husband during the week. we both have full time jobs. we havent gottent to sleep before midnight any nioght this week. but its apparently inappropriate to sit next to my spouse during class. obviously i missed the memo that im no longer require to beone with my husband, since everyone else aroiund us thinks that its unimportant. no, id REALLY rather be sitting next to a chick that i dont really know, but i had i class with last semester. we are obviously best friends. weve never hung out, but we must be so close to each other. DO NOT TELL ME ABOUT MY MARRIAGE IF YOU DO NOT KNOW ME it ticks me off with a vengance. this does not apply if you actually know me. people who, oh lets say, were in my wedding: fine to comment on us. people who interact with us on a at least semi-regular basis: no problem. some person who claims to know me, yet has never spent time with me: NOT OK.

i just needed rant. the end.

i love my wedding party. i had a moh date last night. man did i need that! it was so nice to just have a few stress free hours with kayla. everyone needs a few of those friends that you can rely on when life gets hectic. yeah. one of the few people that i dont need to explain everything to yet understands.

we have an apartment! its so strange to have keys to my own home. not me & roommates....me & my husband will live there. definitely need to buy LOTS of bleach though. pretty rancid right now. ick. but bleach is our friend. our very good friend. i cant wait to move in!

only 28 more days! melinda love lindsey....how disgustlngly cute of a name is that?! i love it. i get to spend the rest of my life with my best friend and i never need to say goodnight and go to another room again! i am so blessed!!! i love edwin!!!

Currently Listening Dial-A-Song: 20 Years of They Might Be Giants By They Might Be Giants see related

yay for jerry niche! i dont think he know how to tell time.....which is fine with me. i get to count my day as being 7 1/2 hours long....woohoo fo being full time.....but i only watched videos for 2 hours. that was all jerry gave me.

this is a long week. phleh. i got to have some us time with ed on wednesday night and a little last night. however...that is about all i get. i have class tonight & saturday we have a little time on saturday at least. then on sunday we are going to his parents. we need to swap cars with them for the week. i love his parents but this smeans very little down time because chaos theory set up begins at 7.

i cant wait for november 4. i miss brooklyn. this time we need to shut the sell phones off though.

we found an apartment this weekend! guess what? we dont need to move far! its directly next to the one i live in now. woot! we were freaking ou about our budget on saturday on the way to sm & marcys. we went to see the apartment just before we left for their house. we need to pay $625 by the begining of november so that we can move in december. unfortunaely social work does not work very well with that sort of thing. so....we went to sam & marcys & took the boys to the pmin farm. thay are adorable. we have the cutest ring bearers ever!!! on the way out the door they handed us a card. it had &200 in it....which for them was a great sacrifice. it was exactly the amount we needed for our downpayment for the apartment! God works in such amazing ways!

i finally have a car thanks to the drapers. i love those people so much. they are so amazing. ed & i explained the whol car/suite thing to them & daddy d was like "you can just have the car for now & pay for it once eveything settles down". YAY GOD! what a blessing! its a beast of a car & i love it. 91 oldsmobile with eveything in it ... there even a butten to control how firm the back of the seat is! ans she rides so nice! its nice to not have to worry about blowing up!